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New Dads David Rak and Oren Henry share their journey to fatherhood and how the pressure to source breastmilk is even felt by Gay Dads

by Aliza Friedlander, Milk-Drunk Contributor

Growing up, David Rak and Oren Henry always wanted to be dads. It was a desire the couple bonded over early in their relationship. Their wish became reality four-and-a-half months ago when they welcomed their daughter Maya Isabella into the world. 

“I love just holding the bottle and holding her close,” says David, 40. “I love having her look up at me and catch my gaze. We will stare at each other while she’s drinking and every so often, I see a smile. It’s such a connective moment, like she is memorizing my face. At times, she will smile, lose the bottle nipple and milk will dribble down her face. It’s a funny, beautiful moment.”

Oren added, “Before Maya was born, David and I were watching ‘Babies,’ a Netflix series documenting fatherly attachment to babies. The show looks at the boost of oxytocin in fathers over the first few months of their babies. Oxytocin is the chemical that builds bonding and for decades people believed it only came from a mother is why the mother and baby bond is thought to be so unique. But this show studies fathers. It turns out men develop this chemical reaction through cuddling, feeding and closeness. Dads can have that same chemical bond with their babies without carrying the child, without birthing the child and without breastfeeding the child. I totally feel it and I know David does too.”

With Maya being born via surrogate, David and Oren knew at some point, formula was going to be a part of their feeding journey. However, Maya started off as both a breast and formula fed baby, thanks to the couple’s surrogate.

“When Maya was born our surrogate, who is just amazing, breastfed Maya so she could get the colostrum,” David says. “But since our surrogate was only in the hospital for a day we needed to supplement with formula the rest of the time we were there. In the hospital we had to sign paperwork acknowledging that breast is best and that we were allowing formula use. It didn’t make us feel bad because we knew we didn’t have many other options but seeing all the tv ads talking about how breast is best was a little off putting. Everyone was perfectly nice to us but there was this push that breastmilk is what you are supposed to use.” 

When David, Oren and Maya left the hospital, the couple’s surrogate continued to pump and send them breast milk for a little over a month.  

“She shipped us a ton of milk those first seven weeks, but then her supply dried up,” explains David. “We knew at some point that would end and which was ok. We were happy to get whatever we could in those early days. And now knowing we are providing nutrients to Maya and promoting growth and bonding through formula makes us feel like great parents.” 

David, top left with baby Maya on the beach and Oren, top right, with baby Maya on a recent beach trip.

David and Oren did look into getting breast milk elsewhere but were advised against it. 

“A friend of mine from college who had a baby a few months before Maya was born offered to send us her leftover milk,” Oren says. “We were ready to go in that direction, but our pediatrician told us if the milk wasn’t coming from our surrogate we should shift to formula.” 

Now, Maya is exclusively formula fed and at four-and-a-half months is sleeping through the night. 

“We have girlfriends who are jealous of Maya’s solid eating and sleeping schedule, which we credit in part to the fact we know how much she’s eating at one time,” Oren says with a little chuckle. “Seriously though, no matter how parents decide to feed their child, we are all trying to do what’s best for them. Just like with everything in parenting, there is no right or wrong answer when it comes to feeding. We have a wonderful, smiley talkative four-and-a-half month old who is changing and growing every single day in spite of the fact she only got limited breastmilk.” 

Aliza Friedlander
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Aliza Friedlander is a writer, journalist and mother who walks the walk of work/life balance. At work, she writes about motherhood, parenting and lifestyle trends and in life she is a wife and mother to two girls, ages 4.5 and 6. Aliza has been featured on Today.com, GMA.com and Motherly. Follow Aliza on Instagram @alizafriedlander.

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